I am not in a writing mood

I am not in a writing mood. All though, I am not sure I know how to describe or define a writing mood. To write all I have to do is sit down at the computer and start typing. I think the problem is I feel weary and on the verge of tears.

Perhaps I need a vacation, not from writing but from my surroundings. I am not getting a vacation this year. I thought a few months ago, I was going to take a vacation and go out of the country for a while, but I am not. That may be one of the reasons I am weary and down. There are other reasons as well. There are way too many reasons to go into here.

If I let the reasons, I am down, not depressed, but down or is the word blue. As I was saying, if I let the reasons I am down stop me from writing, I will never write another sentence. So not being in a writing mood is no excuse not to write. The thing is to write through the mood. Just continue to write whether in the mood or not.

The idea is to sit down and write. Write about anything that comes to mind, but do not let anything stop the writing. Write about the mood, write about the weather and write about the reasons for not going on vacation or reasons to go on vacation. Just write and continue to write. Keep a personal offline journal and a blog. If it is difficult to say things in the blog then put them in the offline journal.